this week…

So i don’t really know where to start…its kind of been one of those weeks thats been crazy, one of those that beats you from the start. But even though its been a very crazy week. God has yet again showed me just how big He is. It’s hard to be thankful when things are going the complete opposite way of the way I intend for them to go. When I start doubting God He has this way of showing me just how big He is. He gives me this hope, this feeling that whatever happens will be whats best for me, even though, it might not be what i want. See, my God is so big. But He isn’t too big, He isn’t so big that i can’t come to Him, but He’s so big he can handle whatever it is that I bring to His feet.  I’ve never known a more comforting feeling than this. And its so undeserved, because i screw up more often than anyone on this earth right now could cover, but whats even cooler is that Jesus already covered it with His blood. Romans 5:8 says this: But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

    While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. How awesome is that! I mean if it weren’t for Christ’s crusifiction i would be doomed forever, but yet God loved me so much that he sent His son to die on a cross so that I might be saved. but yet I throw it in His face every day. How pathetic is that. That Christ died for me , while i don’t and never will deserve it, and I throw it in His face. Thank you Lord for your mercy and your grace. Thank you for your unfailing love.

~ by shaybenthall on September 3, 2009.